January 2012
December 2011
I got at 4:30 pm (I’m still catching up on lost sleep). I was cleaning by 5 pm. Stopped and looked at my computer and ate from probably about 7:30pm to 8:30 pm. It is now 3:00 am. I: cleaned my room, cleaned out my closet and dresser of closes I didn’t want (should have gotten rid of more then I did), cleaned out my make-up stand, cleaned all my make-up brushes, and...
I can see the floor of my room. We are making progress…
Noruwei no Mori: Romeo & Juliet →
putrido:
Romeo, enfermo de amor, canta una serenata callejera deprimiendo a todo el mundo con su canción de amor. Encuentra una farola apropiada, sale de las sombras, y dice algo así como: “¿Qué hay de nosotros, nena?”…
Julieta, cuando hacíamos el amor solías llorar Te decía: “Te quiero como a las…
Brandon Flowers: Don't you want to come with me?
Me: Yes
Brandon Flowers: Don't you want to feel my bones?
Me: Yes
Brandon Flowers: On your bones.
Me: Yes
Brandon Flowers: It's only natural.
Me: Yes
Looking at studio apartments for next year. Or even… the summer? Mind fuck. That is soon.
Is it weird when I go on the company’s Facebook page I think, “Idiot.” “This person is a total moron.” ”You call going online and getting a ‘reservation’ at the time you are there to speed up your wait time a reservation?” I call it, you are a moron, I want to fork you in the eyeball. Reservation means you actually THOUGHT about what you were...
Drink hot chocolate. Burn mouth. Ouch. Wait 5 minutes, drink hot chocolate again. Burn my mouth even worse. OUCH! And, to top it off, my hot chocolate sucks compared to Nick’s…
“In general we only wear 20% of our wardrobe. It is very hard to believe but...”
– Minimalistbeauty.com/chic-minimalism-for-your-wardrobe
Just made an order, called and cancelled it and replaced it. Only to have to call back and cancel it Again. Only to replace it AGAIN, but this time with the correct address AND zip code. Unlike the first two times I placed the order. Damn, I am an idiot.
I am just ready to work nice full time job that pays partially decent and to have my own fucking adorable house or apartment with nice, granite countertops and nice colored walls with decent looking furniture. That is all. I mean it wouldn’t be out of reach if I didn’t have classes and had to work to actually pay for the place… Need to write a book and get it published or...
Feeling slightly lost. Feel like I should have all the answers, when I don’t have any. Feel a little bit mis-fitting. Like I should have some plan or something. And I don’t have any plan. I don’t like where I’m at now and I don’t really have anywhere to go from here. I don’t know, it’s a pain. It gets me thinking, only to have me realizing that I...
Asked for 3-4 shifts for Spring Semester. Classes will be harder, am taking 7 more credit hours this semester than I did first semester. Will probably actually have to study for some of these classes. So I don’t want to work a ton, just enough to give me some extra money. So when I asked for 3-4 on my availability, how many am I currently scheduled the first full week back? 8. WTF? Scheduled...
$14 work-study job (that I qualify for) at a museum close by school. WHAT! HOW PERFECT. Get to dress professional but add some fun and chicness to it instead of just black skirt and blazer.
Just checked my bank account. Cannot buy ANYTHING for the next two months is how things are looking… Besides books. That is all.
Tired. But still have to pack… :S
This is exactly where I was like 6 months ago, and I just don’t fucking understand. I just want to quit. I want to not show up tomorrow night and say fuck you.
I need to quit my bitching, BUT…
I was talking to my sister tonight and she seems to understand me perfectly. She said “Basically, you’re being shit on.” And that’s how I feel.
I want one of the three things I want to happen. I want a raise (I haven’t asked yet), or I want to run the books (I’ve been there awhile, haven’t I earned it??), or I want...
