July 2011
I really want to punch ASU in the balls right...
Ditto… note below post.
Trying to figure out my scheduling for next year is basically impossible. I’m trying to figure out how to get in to classes. Everything is set in to cohorts, or specific groups, so most classes that are still open are not actually open because the seat is reserved until August 4th. In all the Brief Calculus classes offered at the Tempe ASU, there is only 1 reserved seat open. So that might...
“Sometimes we don’t reach for the stars; sometimes we are satisfied with what...”
– Beyonce Knowles.
I love when people don’t trust you. And I think its a direct reflection of their past, but as its said, whatevss. Just trying to get my math out of the way… Ohhh, life. If you don’t give me enough to worry about as it is. It is what it is though, I suppose. Weak. Sauce. I’m shaking.
So I am one lucky girl. I got it. Luck was on my side today. Which makes me wonder if everything really does happen for a reason: working the pool, not getting take out, getting upset, so that I finally am thinking about looking elsewhere. Only to have a restaurant I love post an advertisement that they are hiring for one of their new locations. So crazy. So now I have a job. As a server. A...
My application is put together and it sits in a filing folder on the counter for tomorrow. And it’s slowly becoming one of those times where the unknown creeps up and with it the millions of “what ifs” but the truth is I’ve prepared for them, and learned them from experience. I will or I can’t. I can or I won’t. So even with everything at what feels to be the...
In the past few days, I’ve slowly started to see how fed up I am becoming with both my jobs. That’s right, both. Which brought me to believe that the reality in this is that I am not getting what I want. That I made a poor choice, or even a few poor choices.
See I work fairly long days. Let me tell you, they can be shitty. The staff is immature, and each year it only gets worse for...
“Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you.”
– Ovid.
When I got home my dad asked me if I work tomorrow and where I worked. He said my sister wanted to go out to dinner at an out-door place in Gilbert. He said it was a shame I was going to miss it. And as I stood there looking at him in my work clothes I realized this statement was the epitome of it all. One of the biggest problems. It is the life I’ve lived for the last year. And for what?
“You had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions. The fact that you saw the...”
– Lil’ Wayne, How to Love.
I bring it up, and I’m starting to get eye rolls, huffs, oh-my-god’s. And someone asked me if I was ever going to get over it, give it up. And my reply is not until I can quit. I don’t understand, sometimes. My parents seem to get it or at least understand, and they ask how things are going, but I think they understand because they’ve seen the sacrifice. Maybe I take myself...
Cool- Gwen Stefani →
I love this video for two reasons. The first is because its proof there are a million things that happened and yet a million things to come; that there are classy women out there. Good or bad. The second is because it was filmed in Italy.
I’ll be happy for you, if you can be happy for me.
Because some where between the ‘bitch should have listened’, there’s a realistic...
